Monday, December 7, 2009

Criterion D - Create

The first draft
What do you fear the most? And why do you fear something? Well, for me, I fear my future the most. It may sound awkward for some of you, but I really am NOT confident with how I would live all by myself. I can not say that I will have a sucessfull life or not. I fear what would happen to me when I am all by myself...
I have heard before that people tend to get scared of cockroaches or mice or snakes. I would say, those are more of a disgust to me rather than a real fear. And I have also heard that many people are scared of darkness or loneliness. Well, being lonely may sound very dull and scary because there is no one beside you; however it has its own beneficial sides as well. I take loneliness as an advantage or one of the very few moments in your life that you should really appreciate and use wisely. For me, when I am alone I always observe my behaviour and believes. I can make real judgements on myself only when no one is around me. Loneliness provides me with this opportuinity of discovering myself. Even though, I count loneliness positively; darkness is not the same. I hate being in a dark.
I thought of why I fear darkness; however it lead to the same reason why I am scared of my future. When there is absolutely dark, I get scared because I do not know what is really waiting for me. My eyes will not see anything in the dark; however if its dark from the beginning my eyes will get used to the darkness and constantly things will become visible to me. But then, if the darkness comes all of a sudden, then absolutely nothing will be visible to me and it will take quiet a time for me to get used to it. Well, the same aspect is applying to my fear of the future. I have had almost a perfect life. I was happy all the time, and still I am satisfied with my life due to the fact that everything was done for me by my parents. I never had to work for myself except my only duty which is school. I am not confident in myself that I can live independently and having as happy life as I have now. I am scared of failing and the unpredictible future.
Some of you may think I am just trying to find difficulties in my life. Maybe, you are right. Maybe I am having a very good life that I am just trying to find an excuse to feel fear...
However, this idea of me fearing my future bothers me a lot. The good thing about it, is that I get motivated to do well in school so that I can accomplish my goals and continue my happy life. But on the other hand side, many of my friends tell me that I should not fear something that is not in the present.
Fearing my future is not the biggest issue in my life right now, I am still a teenager. Well, as times is passing and I am growing I just understand that I should develop myself more to overcome the fear...
FINAL DRAFT
What do you fear the most? And why do you fear something? Well, for me, I fear my future the most. It may sound awkward for some of you, but I really am NOT confident with how I would live all by myself. I fear what would happen to me when I am all by myself...
I have heard before that people tend to get scared of cockroaches, mice or snakes. I would say, those are more of a disgust for me rather than a real fear. Teenagers are frightened of the new aspects in their life, since they are less experienced compared to the adults. Fearing to take a risk or failing is one of the weaknesses of people during their adolescence. Even biologically young adults are not prepared to take a lot of pressure, they tend to become very sensitive during their puberty. Maybe that is where I am.
I have also heard that many people are scared of darkness or loneliness. Well, being lonely may sound very dull and scary because there is no one beside you; however it has its own beneficial sides as well. I take loneliness as an advantage; or one of the very few moments in your life that you should really appreciate and use wisely. For me, when I am alone I always observe my behaviour and believes. I can make real judgements on myself only when no one is around me. Loneliness provides me with this opportuinity of discovering myself. Even though, I count loneliness positively; darkness is not the same. I hate being in a dark.
I thought of why I fear darkness; however it lead to the same reason why I am scared of my future. When there is absolutely dark, I get scared because I do not know what is really waiting for me. My eyes will not see anything in the dark; however if its dark from the beginning my eyes will get used to the darkness and constantly things will become visible to me. But then, if the darkness comes all of a sudden, then absolutely nothing will be visible and it will take quiet a time for me to get used to it. Well, the same aspect is applying to my fear of the future. I have had almost a perfect life. I was happy all the time, and still I am satisfied with my life due to the fact that everything was done for me by my parents. I never had to work for myself except my only duty, which is school. I am not confident in myself that I can live independently and having as happy life as I have now. I am scared of failing and the unpredictible future.
Some of you may think I am just trying to find difficulties in my life. Maybe, you are right. Maybe I am having a very good life that I am just trying to find an excuse to feel fear...
However, this idea of me fearing my future bothers me a lot. The good thing about it, is that I get motivated to do well in school so that I can accomplish my goals and continue my happy life. But on the other hand side, many of my friends tell me that I should not fear something that is not in the present.
Fearing my future is not the biggest issue in my life right now, I am still a teenager. Well, as time is passing and I am growing; I just understand that I should develop myself more to overcome the fear...
My podcast!

Here is my podcast. Although I have planned to publish my podcast on iTunes, there were variety of problems that I could not overcome. So I decided to publish it on podomatic.com. I did downloaded it on podomatic.com, but the podcast is without the background music. So I made another version on my blog so that people can check out easily and comment on.

Though this is the link to my podcast on podomatic.com

http://urangoo.podomatic.com/entry/2010-01-17T06_20_47-08_00

Criterion C - Plan

PLAN



Monday, November 30, 2009

Criterion B - Design

Design
To make a very good product we have to have number of designs to choose from. That means that we will have variety of opportuinities to improve our final podcast. However before that stage, we should choose the topic for our own podcast. For instance:
  • my difficulties as a teenager
  • my family relationship
  • my friends
  • the happiest moments during my adolescence
  • how I am trying to balance everything
  • Depression
  • my interests
  • a day in my life
  • my desire verses my responsibilities
  • the best thing about being a teenager
  • my fears

From all of these different topics I am thinking of choosing from My Friends, My Fears, A Day in my Life. This is one of the first times, which I am trying to express myself in a public place. As we have had covered before, I just noticed that it might also be harmful and riskful for me to "say it outloud to the people around the world" my personalities. Well, I guess it is a learning process and I would like to take a risk and talk about myself.

The Outlines for the 3 pre-Final podcast topics

My Friends

A. Introducing myself, (but not my name) just where I live and how old am I and ect.

  • talk a little bit about the difficulties in my adolescence
  • how I overcome those dificulties with my friends' help
  • thank my friends

B. Talk about who are my friends (but not listing the names, giving characteristics)

  • the difference between my friends and me
  • how we share our difficulties
  • how they are REAL FRIENDS compared to just common people I know

C. What I learn from my friends as well as what can I give them in return

D. Concluding all my ideas

  • My friends and how they mean a lot to me
  • Thanking them
  • Ending with a quote of Mongolia. "People just an individual by his/her friends"

My Fears

A. Talking to the audience

  • Asking Questions and them narrow down to my own ideas "fear"
  • Give my definition of fear

B. Fears that other people tend to have

  • like cockroaches, mice
  • loneliness (mention that it is actually nice for me to be alone)
  • narrow down to my fears as a teenager

C. Talk about my future (my fear)

  • why do I fear my future
  • my self confidence and level of independancy from others
  • the advantages and disadvantages of my fear
  • what I personally thought about my fear

D. Wrap up everything.

A Day in My Life

A. Introducing myself (also without mentioning my name)

  • Talk about where I live and how
  • Talk about how satisfied am I with my life
  • Some of differences from other teenagers around me
  • Why do I think I am different
  • My principles

B. A Day in my life

  • talk about my daily routine starting with going to school
  • some of breaks in my daily routine
  • talk about what I do after school and why
  • relate my actions towards my goals
  • at the end of each day, how do I try to organize everything up and observe what I did right and wrong that day

C. Conclusion

  • talk about how my life is similar to others' and how its different, though the main point is what is the product after the day.
  • Did I do at least a thing in order for my next goal or I screwed eveything up.
  • Talk about how important time is for me; however I do procrastinate a lot.

From these three ideas, I am in most favor of My Fears. I want to let my opinion out of myself so that I am not just keeping inside and bursting with it. Other than that I think, this is one of the unique ideas which not everyone would prefer to choose. We, humans, do not really talk about our fears that much. As I have mentioned before, I would like to let my surrounding people know me better so that is why I chose this topic. I think, choosing my friends will concentrate more into external aspects rather than my personal characteristics. And then A Day In My Life topic is too much of a broad and at the same time very boring topic. So I think, from the very beginning, while I was making the list, I actually thought of fears as my best choice though there were so hesitation between the other 2 as well.

Design Specifications

  • It should be a real podcast
  • It has to be published
  • It should be about adolescence
  • It should contain at least a photo of me
  • It should be clear to listen and understand
  • It should not be dull and long
  • Should contain a background music that is related to the topic

The aim of my podcast will be to express my adolescence through the podcast to my close people. My intended audience will be teenagers even though I am concentrating more into my friends and family. The reason why I want teenager to listen to my podcast is because I want them to know that every teenager has problems at some extent; no matter how different they are. I would like to have the tone which inspires them to come over their difficulties.

Other than that I will use the itunes technique to record and publish my podcast. However I would like to use my phone voice recording function for my convinience though publishing on itunes. The reason why I am using itunes, its because of my audience. I am sure that most teenagers around the world use itunes rather than mypodcast.com or podomatic.com. So that will be my podcast is actually reachable for my audience.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Tsenguun from Mongolia

We were told to create a fictional modern day teenager living in Mongolia. Because, we could have chosen a partner, I worked with Sonya. Basically, we came up with a sixteen year old boy named Tsenguun. He studied in an average Mongolian public school; however 2 grades lower than he is supposed to be. It is because he had worked with his mom at Narantuul Market for 2years before going to school. He is a very mature boy, who has a goal to accomplish and a willingness to learn a lot. Well, there is a peer pressure from his friends persuading him to smoke, skip school and etc. His father is an alcoholic; but his mom works all day for the living of three of them.
What topic did you pick and why?
The theme of our podcast is "A Day of Tsenguun's life". We didn't want to choose a regular theme like music, peer pressure, poverty or anything similar to those; because our fictional character was someone who had a lot of difficulties. So we wanted to include parts of his conflicts into the podcast.
How would this teenager's experience, outlook, and desires be different from their parents'?
Well, since he had rose in a community where his father doesn't have any goals in life and his mother working like a dog just to find some money for food; he understood life is not an easy thing to deal with. Because he is very mature, he actually becoming the opposite of his father by having goals and standing up for his believes. Even though he has goals to achieve, there is something similar between him and his father - disliking towards living. Tsenguun doesn't enjoy his life that is why he decided so many things to do; meanwhile his father hates life and spends days just by drinking.
  • Name: Tsenguun
  • Age: 16
  • Religion/Beliefs: Buddhist
  • Household background: Average income, average neighborhood
  • Education: 2 years later, in a low grade. He is very good at Chemistry and Literature
  • Family: The only kid in the family. Father - alcoholic, doesn't bring any income. Mother - works as a meat seller in a market; the only person, who works in Tsenguun's family.
  • Interests: Basketball, Chemistry, Literature. Also he is very creative.
  • Life Challenges: Peer pressure, family fight.

Here is the script I wrote with Sonya.

A Day in My Life
It has been a very chaotic day; not very different from other times. My parents just had a fight. As usual my mum is lying on the bathroom floor crying. My dad is tired after beating my mum. For my sake I hope he doesn’t wake up in the middle of the night, asking me for another bottle of vodka. I am worried about my mum because when she comes home her second job starts; taking care of this alcoholic jerk.
My name is Tsenguun and I am 16 years old. For 2 years I worked with my mum in Naran Tuul and because of this I am in grade 8 this year. All my friends are in high school now; it does not matter to me, but I guess it matters to them. I love going to school especially because I am good at chemistry and literature. I want to be a well educated engineer, so I can support my mum.
My mum understands my interests and tries her best to help me anyway she can. I can see her struggling to put food on the table every night with the little she can get. Her goal is to see me successful in life because she has not experienced it herself. For me success is not what we have right now.
Today my friends asked me to skip school but as normal I turned them down. They are not bad kids; they just like to have fun. We all love sports particularly basketball. Today after practice me and the guys had a smoke behind the gym. For a couple of moments my life seems perfect, but I can’t escape reality.
My classmates also had the same duty and they had their product podcast same as me. So we put all the podcasts in one file and started listening to them as part of our investigation. It was very fun and as the same time useful for our final product. So I listened to 8 podcasts total and some of them were just completely unclear, while others were pleasant to listen. I found one of them a little too long and with too much repeatition of statements. So the best of all was Suugii's. Her podcast was very clear to liste and understand; however the aim of the podcast was not stuck to the idea of adolescence in Mongolia. A small critisims can be made because of its lenght; it was a little long. But despite all of the content mistakes, the actual podcast was very pleasant to listen. So I asked her what technique as well as recording function she had used. Well, she said that she had used her laptop as a recording source. The distance between the laptop and herself was not close and was not far either, so it was just an average lenght. She said that the reason why her podcast was clear is that she had practiced the speech for 4 times. So reading over and over again is actually helping to make the podcast better. I think, it is one of the procedures I should follow while creating my final product.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Investigation - Criterion A

Podcasts to Examine Adolescence
Well, we are starting a new project now and it is called "PODCASTS TO EXAMINE ADOLESCENCE". I will make a podcast about my adolescence and in it I will talk about the good things as well as difficulties in my teenager life. I will talk about my relationship with parents, friends and teachers as well as other people around me. I will say some of my personal thoughts about certain things.
Before we start talking deeper about our project, what is a podcast? Well, Podcasting is a form of audio broadcasting on the internet. Anyone, who has a computer can download a podcast and listern to it via Windows Media Player, Winamp, other Portable music players. As long as you can listen to music on your computer; then you can listen to podcasts. Or instead of downloading podcasts made by someone else, you can create you own on any topic. Well, podcasting is basically your speech or can be a music. The advantages of podcasts is that it is very productive for audiotory learners and disabled people, blind people. Sometimes people create podcasts just for fun but sometimes it is easier for the person instead of writing. So the way of learning techniques deeply related to the podcasts. Radio Stations always use podcasts or sometimes they just record it lively. Anyone who can speak can make a podcast on any topic they want. For instance, itunes Store is one of the main places, where people download podcasts and there were millions and billions of recordings under each category. Indeed, anyone can listen to them as well. Most of the portable music players as well as cellular phones have the function of recording in order for their users' convienience.
Since I am part of everyone, I think it is one of my duties to learn about creating podcasts. Who knows, what my majoring will be. I may be a teacher who can produce CDs that is full of podcast lessons or I can become a Radio Stationer. I may work for the Radio as a host. Other than that I will learn how to be openminded and how to express myself in my speeches while creating podcasts. I can also tidy up my ideas in a short period of time while practicing podcasts because if the podcast is long then it is very boring. Then I will also try my best to talk as clearly and understandable as possible. I think this project is very productive for my communicating skills. Indeed in IB, we always make podcasts on the literature we read so it will be VERY USEFUL for my later career in ISU.
I can also express my difficulties via this experiment and the troubles I am facing in my adolescence. My podcast listeners will be my classmates, my friends, and my family members. Then while listening they will understand me through this project and get the idea why I act weird sometimes. So further more they will try to help me. Other than that I can compare my adolescence with other teenagers' and get a clue on where I am. How mature am I or How similar I am to them.
Throught this project it is for certain that we will make a podcast or a video about me or an adolescence of anyone. Everyone has different experiences and life conditions that their childhood and teenager life is totally different; even the teenagers nowadays have different importance and interests. It all depends on the person and his/her maturity level. There are things that might be different but also similar. For instance in the NewyorkTimes.com there were articles posted about the teenagers. The teenagers who turned 17 made podcasts saying about themselves. I read many of them and felt like they were a little dull and boring. However I found the one that inspired me a lot. In addition, even though they all were from New York and all 17year olds they were absolutely different with various of different religion, culture, background, interests.
So during class, all of us listened to the podcasts of young New Yorkers. As was mentioned above, there were absolutely different; however there were at least one thing that was similar to us. we discussed all together that some of them had similar inportance compared to ours such as
  • family
  • school/education
  • friends
  • responsibility

But there were things that were totally different such as part time jobs, driving because we do not have that condition in Mongolia because of the laws. Another thing that would differ us from those young New Yorkers was that most of us come from a wealthy backgound and that makes the whole idea of adolescence different from theirs'.

Well, we were told to read more of those podcasts and choose one that inspired me. The following is the one I chose to use and the main character inspired me. It was about a girl, who was lesbian. She had a girlfriend but both parents were not happy about their relationship. Her father blames his genetics for the fact that she became a lesbian. Because she was the first girlfriend of her girlfriend, the parents and other fellow students also blamed Zy-Tasia for turning her into a lesbian. There is a constant pressure from her parents telling her that it is just a temporary interest. However what inspired me the most about her was that she made the decision she wanted no matter everyone else was against her.

‘My Parents Had This Big Argument Over Whose Fault It Was, Why I Chose to Be This Way.’

High School for Law Enforcement and Public Safety
BORN July 1, 1990
I WAS born and raised in Brownsville, Brooklyn, and my mom raised me to be open to everything: to all types of sexualities. But I guess she didn’t expect it would come out in me. She’s like, “Be nice to everybody, but as long as you’re not a lesbian, that’s cool.” So when she found out I was a lesbian, it was really difficult, and she didn’t accept it at first. She still sort of doesn’t, but she deals with it.
Mostly, people in Manhattan are really open to it. I go to a center on 13th Street called the LGBT Center where they have lots of programs and activities. I’m in a film class, and we’re making films about different experiences we have being lesbian.
Mine is about how my girlfriend’s parents are homophobic — really, really homophobic. We’ve been together about a year. As the relationship got stronger and stronger, the more protective her parents got, the more they tried to pull her away. In July, they sent her to live with her uncle in Chicago. She tries to call me about twice a week to check up on things, but I haven’t seen her since. I live in Far Rockaway, Queens, and my school is in Jamaica. When I came out in my school, in 10th grade, everybody was pushing me away.
When I came out, I was basically established in the school. I knew everybody. So I had to explain to them, I’m still the same person I was before. I just choose to be with another woman instead of a man.
There was a girl at my high school, and she would ask me really silly questions, like, “Angelina Jolie or Jennifer Aniston”? I’d say, “Angelina Jolie,” and she’d say, “See, only a gay person would say that.” And she goes, “Red ice cream or grape ice cream?” I’m like, “Red ice cream.” She says, “See, you’re a lesbian.”
My mom’s the type of person, she calls everyone in the family and says, “Guess what my daughter just told me!” So then my grandmother called me, and my aunt, too.
Then my father called. I don’t live with my father because my parents separated when I was a baby, but we always keep in contact. He goes: “I have gay sisters. Do you think this is genetic?” And my parents had this big argument over whose fault it was, why I chose to be this way.
My father, he still thinks it’s a phase. He’s like: “I think you’re gonna have a boyfriend later on. I’m not worried about it.”
But my grandmother’s cool with it. She says, “As long as you’re not doing pornos and doing anything crazy, getting tattoos on your forehead, I don’t care who you go out with.”
My mom is just like, “Well, I wanted grandkids, and I wanted you to marry a boy,” and every now and then, she throws in: “I met this really nice guy on the train. Are you sure you don’t want to meet him?” And I’m like: “No, Mom. I have a girlfriend.”
My family was brought up as Jehovah’s Witnesses, and Jehovah’s Witnesses don’t believe in heaven or hell. They believe in everlasting life, that everybody’s going to die and then God’s going to bring back all the people who did right and they’ll live on this paradise earth.
And I’m not baptized, so my family’s like: “See, this is what happens when you don’t get baptized. This is what happens when you sit around and play video games instead of coming to church.” And I say, “This has nothing to do with anything.”
But the way my family was brought up, basically every little sin you commit is another strike against you being able to come back for everlasting life. They’re like: “Do you know you just added a big strike to yourself? Now you have to be extra good so he’ll think about bringing you back.”
A lot of my friends stopped talking to me, and a lot of them still don’t talk to me. My girlfriend in Chicago, I’m her first girlfriend. So when we came out in school, as a couple, everybody said: “See what you did to her? Now you’re going to bring two people down to hell.” I’m like, “O.K.” And her parents really made me feel bad. They were like: “You’re ruining our family. She was fine before she met you.”
And I said to myself, well, maybe I shouldn’t be with girls. Maybe I’m just going to ruin everyone’s life. Maybe I should just be with a boy and make everyone happy.
Interviewed by GREGORY BEYER

Podcasts I found interesting to me and useful for my project
Michael Jackson Podcast
The second Podcast was by a guy called Joshua and he made a podcast about Michael Jackson. It was one of the very formal but interesting podcasts I have ever listened to. He was talking about the great achievements of The King of Pop. Joshua talked about the single album and the hit songs of Michael Jackson. Everytime he started talking about a new song, he started with a part of the song to give ideas to the listeners and to decorate his podcast. It was about 40 minute podcast, which I found very long but interesting. He was 27 years old and he was black. The idea of defining the skin color of the recorder is just because I could see that he was inspired by Michael Jackson. So from listening to his recording I can say that he put a lot of effort and time. I really liked this podcast because first it was about my favorite singer, second it was different from other typical podcasts by its songs and third it contained a lot of valid and indeed interesting information about Michael Jackson's songs. It was posted on audiofarm.org on Joshua's profile. He had other podcasts related to his interests.
Releasing from the Gang
The third podcast, I had listened to was posted on the New York Times' website. It was about the teenager life of 17 year old children, kids of the baby boom. They all lived in NY and all were 17 but they had different experience and different adolescence as was mentioned above. So it was about a girl, who lives in a dangerous hood and trying to get released from the bad energy. She is not blaming the idea of hood, though. Her podcast was very short and every minute was spent on her talking meanwhile other podcasts the other teenagers were filled with repeated words or weak adjustments like UGH, OMG and etc. I could see that she was very different from other teenagers. In her podcast she mentions about her tryin her best to study well and getting rid of the gang. In addition, for more information I read the oral history and I found a lot information about Sarah. She had been in a foster care twice. She had seen a lot of good and bad things that gangmembers do. She meant gang as a family for people, who do not have a family; however in the real gang was used in different direction. People bullied others just for entering their hood. So since she was against it, Sarah joined an Anti-Gang Violance Youth Initiave organization. She was willing to help the youngers not to join a gang for bad puposes. Not only she was tryin her best to improve herself but also using the possibilities to assist the community around her, which I really liked. I liked this podcast because she was one of the successful people as long as I consider. Success is realizing your mistakes and going forward for improvements.
The Trains Are Always Late
(Joke)
A man was complaining to a railroad engineer. "What's the use of having a train schedule if the trains are always late?" The railroad engineer replied, "how would we know they were late, if we didn't have a schedule?"
Above is the written script of the podcast. It was a joke on http://www.manythings.org/ . I think, one of the reason I would prefer listening to podcasts will be listening to jokes. It is a lot of fun, with lively human voices and music; instead of just reading a joke. And indeed I will not have to beg someone to tell me a joke. This joke is about trains being late. Online there are millions and billions of podcats which contained jokes; however mass of them were in appropriate. And this specific website was for actually educating english language through podcasts. It was fun to listen to it even though it collided with my principles. I could not find any information about the recorder, not even the name of him/her. However there is a possibility that it was done via computer functions. Well the website copyright was done by Kelly Charles, though.
There were some advantages of this specific podcast over the other ones I have heard. Well, first of all, it was very clear. It was supposed to be clear because it is part of a lesson for ESL Students. However, I was thinking, shouldn't all podcasts be clear and understandable for the convinience of the users? I would say yes, it should. Secondly, at the end of the joke, a robot like voice repeated the website address. I can see that this podcast contains jokes but also advertising certain websites.
Interviewing a parent
about their adolescence.
Today is the 10th of November and as a part of my investigation I interviewed my mom and we discussed about the differences of my adolescence and hers. I could see the usage and help of technology improvement straight away, because I made a podcast on my phone and transferred it into my computer. I thought to myself, "My mom never imagined this when she was at my age!" I felt happy for myself. The only weakness would the language we are interacting. It is in Mongolian. Well, I felt a little nervous at the beginning of the podcast but felt comfortable at the end. It was the first time ever for me to record an audio while interviewing someone. I guess, my interviewee also felt a little nervous due to the fact that I could notice the pauses she was taking during the interview.
Here is a photo of my mom when she was a teenager, probably 17.


I think she looks prettier and younger now. However the quality of this photo was really bad, it was black and white plus it was very small. She had only 2 pictures of her when she was a teenager, and i have like tonns of them =]. Here is another impact of technology improvement. Well this my mom. I couldn't find my USB of my camera so I used the latest photo of hers which was taken in Seoul in November.



Since the podcast is in english, I will write the questions I had asked her several questions such as:

- First I introduced the new project and the purpose of the interview

- What did teenagers do in your adolescence and how did their spent their day?


- What do you think, how does the adolescence of my generation differs from the teenager life of your?

- Why do you think, there are that much differences? How would you explain it relating to the environment and comunity you were in?

- What were the advantages of being a teenager during your generation than mine?

- If you had a chance, do you wish to experience the adolescence of my generation? Or are you happy with what you have experienced already?



These questions were strong enough to give me enough idea about the adolescence in her generation. When they were young parenting was stricter than it appears to be now. The parents had less responsibility of looking over the house due to the fact that they spent most of the time working for the government. Many household cleaning and also other public organizations were on the back of the children, especially the older ones. Because Mongolia has been a Communist country during my mom’s adolescence there were some extreme differences compared to mine. Due to the fact that Mongolia became a Democratic Country, it made a lot of difference in people’s mind and their responsibility. My mom was told to respect and love the public equipments and places; however now no one except in our school teaches us that.
Not only has the government style affected the change of the adolescence; but also the technology has a lot more impact. My interviewee was 100% sure that adolescence had changed due to the high speed of technology. She said, “In my days, there was not an iPod, cell phone, video games, night clubs, movie theatres and etc. Only rich families had TV sets at home and they were also black and white, not even closer to the ones we use nowadays. That is why people interacted more to each other and there were a lot more going on in the public for everyone to participate. The organizations that were held were mostly cleaning the streets, going to the farmland and etc.”
When I asked her about whether she wished if she had been born in a different era; without hesitating she said, “NO”. That was weird of me to get an answer like this; however she explained that all the memories she had were one of the best moments of her life so she was very satisfied with what she had been through. But she said that if she really had the chance to be a teenager in a different era, she would like to try. Well, for me, I am so happy to be an adolescent today. I have the technology, which makes my life a lot easier and fun. I do not wish to give away those satisfactions in order to work on a farmland.
I think, our generation is a very convenient, easier, fun. The higher technology did make a great change and an impact on our daily routine and lifestyle. There might be some weaknesses of our generation that teenagers are becoming less interactive as well as lazy. I guess, it all depends on the parenting and the maturity of the kid, him/herself.


Interviewing 3 DIFFERENT TEENS
As we were told, we were supposed to interview 3 teenagers at my age from different backgrounds. Even though on the instruction sheet it says I have interview from the school, I decided to interview 3 totally different students from different backgrounds. Due to the Swine Flu and the quarantine, I could not talk to the interviewee face to face. The only solution left for us was the writing; I couldn’t make a podcasts or video.


First I interviewed my friend, Ariunsolongo. She is Mongolian and she studies at Russian school. So the condition she has will be totally different from the lives of the other 2 interviewees.



U: Hello, we are working on a project Podcasts to Examine Adolescence. I would like to ask you about your teenager life.
A: Sure.
U: How do you spend your day? What do you usually do?
A: I go to school. Then when I am back from school, I do my homework and clean the house. Sometimes I cook the dinner. Usually, during the evening I go online and chat with my friends or watch TV.
U: Are you satisfied with your life?
A: No
U: Why not?
A: I am losing a lot time. Instead of just being in grade 10 right now, I could have followed my own interest and choose my majoring.
U: Are you happy to be an adolescent today, or do you wish you had been born in a different era?
A: I like the one, I have now.
U: Why?
A: If I was born in back in the past, I would probably experience adolescence during Communist era. So there would not be enough freedom and everyone would have been the same. Other than that, rich people were counted as spies; I do not like that idea. There was no competition at all.


The second interviewee was Bilegt from my class. Since he knew about the project, it was a lot easier to communicate with him.


He is one of my great buddies and I appreciate his ethics and honor.
U: How do you spend your day? What do you usually do?
B: I usually do school work; and during the weekends I spent time with my friends.
U: Are you satisfied with your life?
B: Absolutely. Nothing in my mind that kills me.
U: Are you happy to be an adolescent today, or do you wish you had been born in a different era? Why or Why not?
B: No. I like it right at this time; because if I was born in the past, like during socialism, things were very boring and the world was just plain. Right now is a perfect generation; there are no limits to things and much more fun and more things going on around. I also do not want to be born in the future; because everything will be dominated by robots and mechanics. I want to live my life where there’s both taste for technology and human life.


My third interviewee was Khulan from my class. She is very unique; and she thinks different from other people. That was the reason I chose her to interview.


U: How do you spend your normal day? What do you exactly do?

Kh: Well, when I'm alone I usually spend 90% of my day on the computer. I open my facebook, yahoo messenger and spend almost the entire day on YouTube or deviantart.com. I really don't like this routine, I find it really pointless, yet I do it 24/7. I rather spend my time drawing or reading a book. When I spend time with my friends, I do a whole lot of weird and abnormal stuff, which I rather not say out loud, ha-ha.

U: Are you happy with your life? Why or why not?

Kh: I'm very happy with my life. I've got a great family, great friends and good education. There are periods when I feel a bit down, but it's nothing big, I don't like to mourn over small things.

U: Are you happy to be an adolescent today, or do you wish you had been born in a different era? Why or Why not?

Kh: Yes, I always wished to be around the 80's, looking at their style: clothes, films, music etc. The parties and hanging out with your friends, it seems totally wild and fun. I think nowadays, it's not like that anymore, it seems very dull and everybody's just in their own little world...


As I had mentioned above, we still see the high technology influence on adolescence’s life. We were born during 1993 or 1994 and now we are 16 or 15. At this age, it is lucky for us to have what we have now.

Different Ways that we can record and publish our podcasts
http://www.mypodcasts.com/ and http://www.podomatic.com/ were the online places where people tend to record and publish their podcasts. As well as different recording programs and itunes. As was mentioned above, recordting programs are on cellular phones, on Computers and indeed there are speal voice recording cellular objects are used worldwide. But other than these, there are also more convinient therefore easier to use procedures of recording and publishing podcasts.
Odiogo is can be used by all of the bloggers. The advantages of this procedure is that the written text will automatically become an audio file. Some people were anxious whether the podcast will sound like a robot but it does NOT. It sounds just like a human and it is free for sites such as Blogger, Worldpress, and Typepad.
Huffduffer is another choice of some of the recorders. Mostly people, who use their phones or audio recordings tend to keep their podcasts on their computer or an online folder. Huffduffer lets users create the podcasting equivalent of a linkblog, selecting audio files from anywhere on the internet and combining them into one podcast, whether they were recorded by the user or not. So it will be very interesting of combining one to another and creating totally new. Installing bookmarklet or using huffduff.com is appropriate for this method of recording and publishing podcasts.
Test for my final podcast
Since my product will be on my adolescence and my difficulties in this period; I would like to test the product on several different kinds of people. I would like to test it on 3 different people who are important to me.
Note: the possibilities of testing the product is limited due to the fact that it is in english. It's because the people I would like to test my product are not really good at english.
So, I will test it on my best friend Suugii, Ms.Eggie and Khulan from my class. Those 3 people's english is strong and they are one of the important people to me. So I would like them to listen to my podcast and write a paragraph or two of what information they gained from my podcast about me. What was new about me that they didn't know before?
Through this test, I will know whether I had expressed myself right or wrong. I will test the product's validness as well.
Works Cited

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Criterion F - Attitudes in Technology

From the moment this project has started I was very into it, because of the fact that I was amazed by the portraitures done las year. So I was very enthousiastic while taking pictures and editing it. However when I started ruining the face of my portrait, I was making a mess. I was not very motivated during that time because of the fact that my product was not becoming as I had planned. Even when Ms. Sudra was helping me to fix my portrait, I acted stupid and refused to accept her help. That was a shame to say now, but I really lost my motivation towards this project during that time. Well, after working so hard, I was happy with the technique I used and satisfies with what I have learnt. So because of my favor into the product and my plans I started working independently. Since I had lost some time while I was hesitating whether I should restart everything or not, I took my portrait home and worked alone to finish up my project. I came up with solutions so that my portrait can meet up with the design specifications made.
So overall, my personal engagement was outstanding and that might have motivated my classmares as well (but I do not know that for a fact)
About the safety in technology, I worked very carefully on adjusting photos. Some of the websites asked me for my ID and password, which I felt insecure and didn't use that website. Picnik.com didn't ask for anything so that is why I used it for all of my photo adjustments. I respected my classmates and whenever they wanted to test their product I was always ready to help them and actually did give them the ideas I thought. Sharing materials while creating the final product can also be an outstanding cooperation with my fellow classmates.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Evaluation - Criterion E

Investigation

It was the first stage of the design cycle, where I did a little bit of research with the help of my teachers during Art and Technology. Looking at the portraits from previous year and observing them was one of the interesting ways to investigate, however I also investigated real portrait artists and their techniques. It was an easy going process, however I feel could have done a much better job. Its because I did not really work on the investigation outside of classes. There were assignments given on art class to investigate certain artists and mixed media artworks, through these stages I figured out a lot of things. I could have spent some more time, outside of those assignments actually researching on my own and not getting graded on them. If could have brought more information and the product may have been a better one. Other than that, as a source I could have used my diary as a source as well to know myself better and to catch some ideas that I want to include in my product. So overall, it was a very valid and productive investigation but improvements are never useless.

Design

To get a higher grade on my Criterion B and to come up with a satisfied product, I was supposed to create at least 4 designs using Photoshop or websites on internet. Well, for me photoshop was not a thing that was very familiar and easy to use, so I went online to picnik.com and it worked out pretty well. It was the first time ever in my life to adjust my photo online I thought it was not very safe. However, picnik.com didn't ask for any IDs or passports which encouraged me to use it again, and it was pretty convinient. So I created 6 total designs and 4 of them had the same original photo that was taken outside of school. One of them was a photo which showed my tear but smiling in order to show that I am happy on the inside but sometimes there are parts in my life where not everything goes smooth. But I felt like that photo showed too much and I felt like I want to get petted by other people, which I hate the most. Well, I chose a design that looked simple but sharp with a lot of contrast. It fit my design specifications well. However, after choosing the photo and tracing them I wanted to choose a different design. So to improve this stage of this project can be to make the right decision after all.

Presentation

For the presentation, we were supposed to talk about the process and difficulties encountered as well as solutions made. Meanwhile, I was also supposed to explain all the materials I used as well as the meaning of it. Then I also had to talk about how I identify a risk taker and compare myself against it. Well, I think prepared for the presentation pretty well, and was very happy for it. Except the part where I had to talk about the texting the product. I printed out all the copies of the designs I altered and showed it to the audience and made notecards in order to remind myself about what I should talk about. I might have bored the audience with a long speech and the lack of my vocabulary, it might have been difficult to understand me. Overall, I would like to change my presentation at some point such as talking about the place where I put it and why. Its because there was a reason behind for me to put my portrait next to humanities room. The point was that the door was in the way, I liked it. Even though, it was actually hiding my portrait; I think this is who I am. I do not show up in front of everyone; I am more of a closed person. Other than that, to improve my presentation I would like to use a wide range of high vocabulary words and a fun topic to easy going process, for not to bore the audience.


Note: I also want to finish the test before the presentation, so that I would be proud of the presentation to say whether it was a successful one or not

Testing the product.

My test was meant to be asking just random people about my portrait and aske what it represents.


Monday, September 28, 2009

Criterion D - Create

One of the important stages of Design Cycle is Create. Investigating, Designing, and Planning (all the previous steps) were meant to be used in Create to come up with the best product or process. It is not about the product being so well, it is basically for the process and what you learn from doing this project.
Well, on the 15th of September I started my whole create section with tracing the portrait. Well, we had the projector set up against a plain clean white wall and stuck the paper on it so that the actual photo reflected on it. Well, it was an easy process therefore fun. I do not know why, but I really enjoyed doing that and felt like I was doing a create job. It actually inspired me, which leads me to the next thought of mine that I actually discover one more characteristic of mine. I found out that I like tracing things. Because it was fun, I did not leave a line that was not drawn. By the way, it was done during IT class.
Then on the 17th of September, when I had an art class, the creative part started. I came up with my own ideas. I was thinking about myself and looking at my design specifications and thought about the materials i can use for my portrait. So this day was spent on some sketches in my workbook and ideas I came up with basing on my opinion as well as portraits of previous years.
Next day was the day we had Art. I prepared some numbers painted on a graph paper. The numbers were big, black and neat. The idea of painting them on a graph paper represent me that I love math. The numbers also symbolize my favor in Math class. Some others can also notice that even those numbers were very neat and even though they were not glued chronologically it looked neat anyway. I love neatness. I just can not stand dirtiness; however I do not have anything against with organization. As long as something (of me) is clean; it does not matter whether its unorganized or not. Again, I stuck those numbers on the background using a paper glue. [By the way, numbers were cut separately with a little bit of why frame.] When I put the glue on the back of the graph paper, the paint became moist and started making prints on my fingers. The consequence of that was that I was making the portrait dirty because I was touching them; however I solved the problem by using a wet cloth next to me and whipping the paint of my hand every time I dirtied them. Therefore the conflicts did not finish, I did not make enough numbers, there were very scarce from each other. As was planned, the background had to be filled with numbers; so I made some more. It was not a difficult thing to do.
On the 18th of September I also started painting my hair. The reason I painted them was that I love art and I love creating artworks. But the question was what color should I use. I could have used just black or dark brown which was the natural color of my real hair; I wanted to make it meaningful. So basing on my believes, red is craziness and black is control. And when we mix those two colors we come up with dark red, the color I like and it represents maturity to me. I, personally, want to be mature but sometimes my crazy side just takes over the control I have. That message was a media for my hair. I decided to paint my hair with a dark red but at some edges there would be more red and some areas would be covered with thick solid black color. That totally represents me. Sometimes I become so crazy but some of the time I control myself so badly that I forgot about what I really want. I just used water colors. It was a great fun process and easy.
Up to this point I was satisfied with what I have achieved but when I actually touched the face on the portrait I started the "Dark Ages".
DARK AGES
It was horrible to work on the face. First, i used soft crayons (those were chalk-like) and it actually had skin color which was a lot easier. But then I used black pen over the hair that was fallen on my face because of the wind. So writing with a black pen on a soft crayon was not a great idea, therefore I highlighted the shadowed areas on the face with the black pen. I was so displeased and felt like I should improve it somehow. It did not look real plus on the portrait I looked old. Well, then I talked to Ms. Sudra seeking for a solution. She suggested to put paint on, which sounded alright but I was not sure. The reason I was not sure was that putting paint on the crayon may solve the way it looks a little bit, but still there would be a layer under the pain. It will never go away. That bothered me, I do not know why I have this feeling that everything has to be in order and organization. I like things to look neat, but I also like when there are clean inside. Its just like my principles. In the real life, if I believe in something then I should believe that particular thing 100% and nothing else. That might be counted as one of my weaknesses; and that is also deeply related to how I am raised. Well, since I started painting I had no other way to go back and change. Ms. Sudra told me that there is a good thing about paints that you can put over and over again. It was true at the end.
While painting my face, I had a hard time to come up with skin color. Whenever I came up with a skin tone that matched mine I tested them and then started using them. However I did not realize from the beginning whether I have made enough or not; so I ran out of the paint. Then, when I mixed the skin tone again. I never got a chance to come up with the same one. So to solve this problem I mixed more of those skin colors and actually made 4 different types:
  1. regular skin color
  2. darker (for shadowed areas)
  3. lighter (for the parts where sun was shining)
  4. a really dark one (for the real dark areas)
Well, Ms. Sudra helped me a lot on these difficult times. I was disappointed in myself and could not stand the mess. The mess actually made me mad, so I realized that I get very angry and felt like crying when I feel like I will not be able to accomplish my goal. I felt very weak (mentally) because I was just on the way and I went down only on a small aspect. To overcome my conflict, I came up with a solution, which was to redo the whole process. But Ms. Sudra suggested me that even though I was going to make a new portrait, since I had a free time at the current moment I could just practice painting. Well, I did not care and I started using the 4 color she mixed for me to paint over the mess by looking at the original photo and looking at the shadowed/highlighted areas. Thankfully, Ms. Sudra's plan worked. At the end of that Art class, I had a totally different opinion about my portrait and did not need a solution to redo this project.
You can also see that there are baby footprints at the background.

There are photos that were taken during the photos:


Here is me satisfied with the facial part of my portraiture

So after I finished my portrait i felt like it look "naked". So I wanted to add more things and more expressions that actually told the audience who I am. So since I had the background done and the face and hair, I had to work on my neck and shirt. I had planned to put woods on the neck part which shows protection and fence at the same time. Fence because it represents that I like to be protected and safe but at the same time it also shows the countryside fence. I love countryside. The process went well and I have accomplished my plan however there were few additions such as putting dirt like facial mask on it. It was supposed to represent the nature after rain. It does not mean i like mud, but it should show that I love nature with the combination of the fence.
I was coming toward to the end my process, there was only a small part left for me to do. On the real photograph it was the shirt I was wearing or a part of my shoulder. So since I love photography I actually put some of the photos I had taken and cut them in pieces and stuck on. I had imagined something to look so cool and it was a combination of 3 photos that i took, however things didn't turn out that well. So I used sharpie to color the spaces between the shapes. It was an ok solution and my portrait looked really neat and nice.

The last part I worked on looked very rushed and even though it looked neat and all that, it could not represent me. Well, I actually spent more time at home and took a risk.
That risk was to redo the last little bit, but how. I really wanted something unique. So as I had watched like ages ago on Art Attack I wanted to make a model of mountains. I used newspaper and a lot of glue. I rolled or smudged the newspaper and put glue on the paper so it was connected. Then I let them dry. So I got this shape of my model, then to put a paint on I needed a plain surface. So used more glue to cover the surface by tissue. Tissue was a great deal because I carry tissue all around. Maybe it is something that I really love. =] So then after it was dry I colored them green and a little bit of brown using watercolor.

I was satisfied and felt like it really represents me. Here is how my last product looks like.

You can go and take a look at it - In the hallway next to Mr. Mewbourn's room, 2nd floor, ISU school building, Mongolia, Asia, Earth.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Criterion B - Design

For the Criterion B (Design) we are supposed to
  • include 4 or 5 altered photos with fully described details
  • each one to the design specifications I have made
  • tell which design I am choosing
  • give reasons why I chose this exact one
  • evaluate the final (chosen) design against the design specifications

Design Specifications:

  • multimedia (all of them will be)
  • technology
  • photof of me (no one else)
  • has to express me and who I am
  • neat
  • it has to look like me
  • unique or has at least one thing that makes different from others'
  • not very colorful
  • has to have something mysterious
  • interesting for the audience

Designs

Note: when the photos match up with my design specifications it is written in blue and when it does not it is written in red. [ in brackets there may be some explanations or additional comments ]







Design #1:
- multimedia (all of them will be)
- technology
- photo of me (no one else)
- has to express me and who I am [ looks like an old picture from 1960s and I do not like it ]
- neat
- it has to look like me
- unique or has at least one thing that makes different from others' [ I can see nothing unique in there]
- not very colorful [ I do not like the color though ]
- has to have something mysterious [ the actual photo is mysterious especially the look ]
- interesting for the audience [ conservative ]
- I have to like it (additional)

Design #2:
- multimedia (all of them will be)
- technology
- photo of me (no one else)
- has to express me and who I am [ I do not like the idea of it showing only my face, I want a little bit of my body too. Its because on my Portrait Technology I want to express that I like my body too
- neat
- it has to look like me
- unique or has at least one thing that makes different from others' [ it has my name tag on it ]
- not very colorful
- has to have something mysterious
- interesting for the audience
- I have to like it (additional) [ I love it ]

Design #3:
- multimedia (all of them will be)
- technology
- photo of me (no one else)
- has to express me and who I am [ it has a tear drop on my cheek, which does not express my happiness and joy of life ]
- neat
- it has to look like me [ looks a little different because it was a little while ago - maybe a year or so ]
- unique or has at least one thing that makes different from others'
- not very colorful
- has to have something mysterious [ the whole idea of the tear links to this category ]
- interesting for the audience
- I have to like it (additional) [ I like it, but this exact one does not suit for this project because it makes me look weak ]

Design #4:
- multimedia (all of them will be)
- technology
- photo of me (no one else)
- has to express me and who I am [ when I look at this photo I feel calm and it really looks like what I was looking for ]
- neat
- it has to look like me [ maybe I look prettier =]
- unique or has at least one thing that makes different from others' [ white face and the bold dark hair looks unnatural but looks special, the shades hiding under my neck looks mysterious, which makes it unique ]
- not very colorful
- has to have something mysterious
- interesting for the audience [ I am not 100% sure, but it looks interesting to me because of the look on character's face. But it can still be judged through out my test at the very end this project ]
- I have to like it (additional)

Design #5:
- multimedia (all of them will be)
- technology
- photo of me (no one else)
- has to express me and who I am [ I look crazier there ]
- neat
- it has to look like me [ not really ]
- unique or has at least one thing that makes different from others' [ it really looks unique because of the fact of my crazy facial expression ]
- not very colorful
- has to have something mysterious [ maybe the facial expression can mean mystery of happiness ]
- interesting for the audience [ maybe funny ]
- I have to like it (additional)

Design #6:
- multimedia (all of them will be)
- technology
- photo of me (no one else)
- has to express me and who I am
- neat [ the camera was bad so the focus is not very concentrated ]
- it has to look like me
- unique or has at least one thing that makes different from others'
- not very colorful
- has to have something mysterious [ this is the category which this photos links to so well ]
- interesting for the audience
- I have to like it (additional)
The Chosen Photo - Design #4
As you can see, it matches all the criterion of my design specifications and it looks simple and neat. Since the hair is bold and black, when I create my product I would make it dark red, so that red is craziness and black is control. So balance those 2, expresses me. Some other designs were whether too bright or too dark, but design #4 has a great balance. As was mentioned above, I want my face to be white so no pimples or anything bad is not shown. Then my hair looks very nice, straight, black and healthy. Other than that I love this photo because the look on it is just very mysterious. I believe this is the best photo of me ever. Plus I do not look fat on it.